"Well its strange, I mean it seems like all the guys you meet have crushses on you at one point or another. I guess your just really likable, you are a really cool girl, and theres just something... I mean I did, then I realized it wouldn't happen so I gave up." ~Kevin

What the heck? I am not hot, I don't act smart, I am an asshole- especially to guys that like me. In all truth and not to be all full of myself, its true. But its not like any of the guys that get crushes are my type. I find that I am never attracted to any of those guys. They are awesome guys too... I mean most of them have everything going for them... Rich, sorta cute, smart, funny... yet they are all either really self centered, take everything for granted, or they are completly lacking all self confidence in themselves. Where is the happy medium? Honestly I don't do anything out of the ordinary. I don't try to impress them, I don't dress nice, I act like a complete geek most of the time. What is it? I asked kevin if he knew why he had liked me, and he said he knew the reason. He never told me it though. Kevin bought me two international scouts, my dream car. Thats after he had givin up. What ever it is about me, I think I want it to stop. I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want to have guys chasing after me, I just want to be friends with them. Friends. I promise that they are sadly mistaken there is nothing about me, I am just plain old me.